Well I've been in bed for about an hour now, getting more and more awake with each minute that passes. I haven't been able to sleep well for the five nights or so, pretty much about the same time that offers for work down here started to come in. Right now, all that I can think about are possibilities and events that may or may not happen in relation to this summer. I also cannot help to think about how I will not be able to go home much more than a couple of weeks. So here I am, thinking of the problems and probabilities as I watch my comfort zone fall apart in front of me. I'm normally not at all rattled like this, I don't know what it is. All I know is that it is really annoying and I can't get my sleep. I really wish I could, I don't much care about what is going to happen so long as I can be well rested when it does. So night six of restless sleep. Hopefully it will be the last one. I'm going to go back to bed and hopefully stop caring about anything aside from deep breaths and peaceful dreams.
Search
Archives
- December 2004
- April 2005
- May 2005
- June 2005
- July 2005
- September 2005
- October 2005
- November 2005
- December 2005
- January 2006
- February 2006
- March 2006
- April 2006
- May 2006
- June 2006
- July 2006
- August 2006
- October 2006
- November 2006
- February 2007
- March 2007
- April 2007
- May 2007
- June 2007
- September 2007
- October 2008
- November 2008
- December 2008
- April 2009
I'm sorry I didn't see this earlier. I'm not used to such regular posts on your blog ;-) I'm sorry that you've had trouble sleeping. You are doing better now though, aren't you? I hope so.
That's hard not being able to go home for more than a couple of weeks. I'm not sure how I would handle it if I was in that situation. God knows what he's doing though, and I'm sure he'll make this summer something really good for you. And remember, I'll only be a measly six hours away. Ok, so maybe it's not measly, but it is closer than New York ;-) And remember too that I'll be praying for you.